Responsibilities

AHHHHHH – I’m doing it again!
Cyber-stalking…. Do you think she really minds?

She tried to call again – I missed it. again!!
I am very afraid she will stop trying to call.

I wish I could say “it is not my fault” but it is.
I agreed – eagerly – to do this. Now I am never available.

Bills to pay – yay my favorite thing.
I could wish them away – but they don’t leave.

If I didn’t go to work if I simply sat here and waited for her call…
That would make me happy.

I would feel fulfilled, accomplished, started in the right direction.
I wish I knew more than I do now.

I wish I knew how to make this work.
Remember Beanie and Cecil?

Help Cecil Help!